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A Tale of Two Giants
October
29, 2000
Second in a sermon series on the life of King David
Pastor Dan Baumgartner
I Samuel 17
I’m
lighting this candle as we consider the word of God this
morning from the scripture. Our story is found in
I Samuel 17. It’s a long story, and I will read
selected parts as we go. Let’s pray.
What
happens when a David meets a Goliath? Let’s
not approach this from too romantic a viewpoint. What
USUALLY happens?
In
1976 I was a junior at Queen Anne High School. I was
playing on the basketball team, and we were doing reasonably
well. I was scoring some points, and starting to feel
pretty good about my season. Our next game coming
up was against Cleveland. Cleveland had a team that
was ranked first in the state. They had a 7’0’’ center
who would go on to play in the NBA, a 6’8’’ forward
who would play at the UW, and two guards who would also
play major college basketball. Our tallest player
was 6’4’’.
We
were the David, Cleveland was the Goliath. We practiced
hard, we worked on special plays, we were ready for the
big game, we were pumped up! They beat us by 50 points. It
could’ve been 100. I scored one point. It
was crushing. Goliath won. Isn’t that how
it usually works? I mean, what could possibly overcome
purely physical limitations?
I
want to paint a picture for you this morning. Imagine,
perhaps, that you are a television cameraman. It’s
about 1000 BC, in the valley of Elah 14 miles outside of
Bethlehem. It’s a pretty little valley. One
side of the valley’s walls is higher than the other. On
top of the low side is an army of Philistines. On
top of the high side is the army of Israel. In the
middle of the valley, with a small flat place on either
side, is a small brook or stream. And as our
camera zeroes in, we see crouched down there by the stream
a single person. It’s David.
This
is only the second week we’ve looked at David’s
story, and already David is in deep trouble. He
has a huge problem. In fact, he has two GIANT problems
facing him.
One
giant you know all about…Goliath, champion of the
Philistine army that is gathered on the low side of the
valley. Every single morning, every single evening, Goliath
strides out to the middle of the valley towards the stream.
Goliath
is literally a giant. He stands 9’9” tall. On
his head is a huge bronze helmet. He wears a coat
of armor that weighs over 125 pounds. He has armor
all over his huge legs. A javelin the size of a tree
hangs on his back, and he holds a spear whose tip
alone weighs 15 pounds. Beside him, his caddy carries
a huge standup shield.
Every
single day, for over a month, Goliath trumpets his own
virtues and skills, and scorns those of his opponent. (hmm…brags
about self, and tears down his opponent…sounds like
an election year!). Every single day, twice a day
for 40 days, Goliath struts before the army of Israel who
cower up on the high hill. They don’t have a
champion like Goliath, and they don’t have an army
like the Philistines. The only card they hold is the
high side of the valley, which would be hard for the Philistines
to conquer from below. Forty days of verbal humiliation.
You
know, the experts tell us that if most of us just listen
to the same thing over and over a couple times a day for
about 30 days, we’ll have it memorized. It works
great for memorizing scripture. But the poor Israelites
have now unwillingly memorized every name in the book that
Goliath throws at them. And though the old saying
says, “Sticks and stones may break my bones but names
will never hurt me,” after 40 days I bet it
hurt. It was humiliating. And Goliath was a 9’9” visual
aid and they could do absolutely nothing about it. A
physical barrier that put their future in danger.
But
there was a second giant of sorts in this picture. Israel’s
own king Saul. The Bible tells us he, also, was a
massively impressive physical specimen. Not as big
as Goliath, of course, but still physically impressive…and
spiritually anemic. King Saul of Israel is afraid. Israel
is afraid. They are, after all, in a time of great
crisis and transition in their history.
Israel
existed for centuries as a nomadic people. God finally
settled them in the promised land and they are moving to
a more agrarian existence. Led for years by prophets
and judges, they are now for the first time led by the
king they begged for, so “they could be like all
the other nations.” But all the other nations
know nothing of a living God. And Israel seems to
be ignoring the fact that it is God who has truly set them
apart from other countries.
Saul
may be a giant, but he is a giant of unbelief. He
seems totally unaware of the presence of God in this crisis. What
relevance does God have in the presence of Goliath? And
so David stands between these twin giants: fear of
the visible that threatens life, and doubt that God could
do anything about it.
And
David, silly little David steps forward and volunteers
for duty against Goliath. Saul is desperate, and perhaps
a little intrigued by David’s willingness to call
on the LIVING God. Saul hadn’t thought of that
lately. And so he orders that his armor be given to
David for the battle. And so David is honored with
what every soldier in the army would dream of: wearing
the king’s very tunic, coat of armor, helmet and
huge sword. And then a funny thing happens…maybe
the key moment in the whole story:
“I
cannot go in these,” David said to Saul, “because
I am not used to them.” So he took them off. David
slowly unbuckles the armor and hands it back to Saul. I
think it’s the hardest thing he does in this whole
story. That armor, as attractive as it was, as much
status as it gave him in Israel…wouldn’t let
him move. But more than that, I think it obscured
who God was calling David to be. When he wore it,
he was pretending to be something he wasn’t.
Whenever
I get together with couples who are engaged, I try to ask
them this question at some point: “Where have
you tried to convince your fiance that you are more stable
and together than you really are?” Notice I
don’t ask IF they do this, but WHERE! It’s
a good question for couples getting to know each other. In
fact, it’s a good question for people who have been
married for a long time. After 18 years, I still find
myself trying to convince Anne that I’m a financial
wizard, or the epitome of discipline, or a time manager
extraordinaire. I’m not. Sometimes I have
to admit that to her. And that’s not easy…but
you know, after you strip off something that you’re
not…it feels pretty good.
That’s
not true just in marriages, of course. Who are you
in your friendships? Do you let people know the real
you…or do you pretend you are someone else? Often
times as Christians, we paint ourselves as strong spiritually. People
say, “How you doing?” and we have an automatic
response to say “great, great.” And on
the inside we’re dying, and if we were honest, we’d
say “Lord, I need your spirit in me. I’m
so thirsty to be touched by you. I feel like you’re
a long, long ways away.”
And
so when David takes off Saul’s armor, I doubt if
he knows who he is yet…but he seems to know who
he is not. He is not Saul. And he does not want
to go back to being part of cowardly, God-ignoring Israel. And
so we find him crouched down there by the stream. All
time seems to stand still. I picture David as being
a little dazed, finding himself in the middle of a now
silent valley, wondering what he is doing there with no
protection and no strategy.
Some
of you are fans of C.S. Lewis’ Chronicles of Narnia
series. In the sixth book, The Silver Chair, the small
band of good guys are deep under the earth in the den of
a powerful and destructive witch. They find themselves
slowly sinking under the power of her enchanting voice
and warm fire, and they soon find themselves muttering,
trying to remember who they are or where they came from. The
enchantment world seems more real than the one they came
from. But finally at the last moment one of the group,
a creature called Puddleglum, manages to crawl over to
the fire and plunge his hand into the searing flames. That
act, and the ensuing yells break the spell the witch had
been weaving. Their vision clears, and they know again
who they are, and what is real.
David
seems to be about the same work. Crouching down, he
eventually plunges his hand into the cool water of the
brook and grabs five smooth stones. His vision clears,
and he realizes he has been bewildered by the two giants. And
David has what one author has called a “defining
moment.” He is compelled to decide if God is
truly real, and whether or not that knowledge will guide
his life.
Each
of us come to these forks in the road. At some point,
we decide if we will follow the living Christ. We
are confronted by God, and we either reject him, or relegate
him to some small religious corner of life…or we
follow. But as our lives unfold, there are many other
moments that continue to face us.
Over
and over again we will hear voices asking us: Is God real
enough for me to trust here? Will we listen for God’s
voice? Or will we listen to the giant voices of fear
and doubt?
What
about you? Will you be guided by voices telling you
to live a certain way, or maintain a certain lifestyle? Do
you hear the roar of voices urging us to avoid risk and
seek security? Are you listening to the one urging
you to climb this or that ladder? Do you hear voices
telling you that “when push comes to shove, only
the physical world is real. Anything spiritual is
pure speculation”? Or the ones that say, “If
you were really a Christian, you would be different.” Or “If
God were real, the world would be different.” Those
voices of fear and doubt are everywhere.
And
yet we have always before us the David choice to plunge
our hand into the stream, to have our vision cleared and
say again: “God, I know you are real, and I choose
to trust…right here. Even though I don’t
understand it all.” What will guide our choices
is understanding who we are…and like David, that’s
not always easy to figure out when the giants are shouting
at us.
Many
of you have read of Dietrick Bonhoeffer, the German pastor
who was indicted in a plot to murder Hitler during World
War II. Imprisoned and eventually executed by Hitler,
Bonhoeffer spent many months in prison. While there,
it is said he carried out an amazing ministry to many sick
and condemned prisoners. And yet, he wrestled mightily
to know who he really was. Was he a hero? Or a hypocrite? This
is part of a poem he wrote called “Who Am I?”
Who
am I? They often tell me
I stepped from my cell’s confinement
calmly, cheerfully, firmly,
like a Squire from his country house.
Who
am I? They often tell me
I used to speak to my warders
freely and friendly and clearly,
as though it were mine to command.
Who
am I? They also tell me
I bore the days of misfortune
equably, smilingly, proudly,
like one accustomed to win.
Am
I then really that which other men tell of?
Or am I only what I myself know of myself?
Restless and longing and sick, like a bird in a cage, struggling for breath…
powerlessly trembling for friends at an infinite distance,
weary and empty at praying, at thinking, at making,
faint and ready to say farewell to it all.
Who
am I? This or the Other?
Am I one person today and tomorrow another?
Am I both at once? A hypocrite before others,
and before myself a contemptible woebegone weakling?
Or is something within me still like a beaten army
fleeing in disorder from victory already achieved?
Who
am I? They mock me, these lonely questions of mine.
Whoever I am, thou knowest, O God, I am thine!
In
the end, Bonhoeffer throws himself at the mercy of the
living God, knowing that at the most basic level his identity
lies in his belonging to God.
It
seems to me that David decides essentially the same thing. He
rejects both giants. He leaves cowering and unbelieving
Israel behind him. And begins to run straight towards Goliath. He
pauses just long enough to deliver a very powerful sermon
to Goliath, just long enough to say, “I come against
you in the name of the Lord Almighty, the God of the armies
of Israel…and the whole world will know that there
is a god in Israel. All those gathered here will know
that it is not by sword or spear that the Lord saves; for
the battle is the Lord’s…” It’s
the last sermon Goliath will ever hear, before one of the
five smooth stones whistles through the air and topples
the giant.
It
seems to me that we are often in David’s situation. Who
am I? And what is more real? The giants in my
life? Or the living God? Dare we believe that
in Jesus Christ, God’s love for us was laid bare? Dare
we trust that in Jesus Christ, God’s love is proven
to be so very, very deep? And dare we possibly imagine
that this love would be given…to us?
And
if we can…then would we run alongside David, shouting
out with him the words of Psalm 27:
“The
Lord is my light and my salvation -- whom shall
I fear?
The Lord is the stronghold of my life -- of whom shall
I be afraid?”
Amen.
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